going badoodles

There are only 3 situations that can attrack my attention and keep me there: work, sleep and mybebe.

For my family, being the eldest meant being and being pampered meant having to deal with overprotectiveness. I remember at Fourth Year College when i still got scolded because boys approached or looked my way and i returned the favor…. whatdaheck… i was enjoying the attention!

Being independent and finding my way through the jungle of life called “career” was all that mattered to me because that meant having a life of my own and free from the dictates of everyone around me.

It is at work where i feel more free to be me and to excel and be able to show what i can do without begging for recognition.  When i am in the office, i am the boss and people do what i tell then to. I command the entire country to adhere to the dictates of the company.  It is in the office where i am mature and i an relied upon to do everything right. Consequently, i have to explain to my family what i am up to and why i have to work extended hours when i should be home preparing dinner like every woman at my age should.

Working for extended hours every day is draining and i almost always find refuge in my perfect ability to sleep long hours regardless of the weather.  Thank goodness for weekends and Friday evenings. Next to working, sleeping is my only remedy for the daily stressors i need to combat with each passing day. My job is enough to drive me nuts so sleeping is my piece of heaven in my challenge filled life.

Then at the start and end of every day, there’s mybebe…. what more can i say? I have the best fiance there is in the whole wide world. And if i get lucky enough… if he won’t stop thinking that i am his beautiful “reyna ng kaning lamig”, then life can never be more perfect than it already is!