going badoodles

My head is spinning this morning and i feel a slight headache that is starting to ruin my spectacular day.  For the past months, i have been thinking that pregnancy is just like being sick with Cancer… You never know how you will be feeling tomorrow.

My mood swings have always been a major problem with Badoodles from the beginning of time, but i don’t know how he keeps up with my ever changing reactions.  Perhaps, he has just got used to the idea that nothing is ever consistent with me except for the fact that i shall never be predictable.

It has become a very annoying pattern that i could not sleep when he is still out in the streets of Metro Manila when it is time for us to sleep or that he is burning his midnight oil infront of the computer in the middle of the night.

What is very annoying about the scenario is that i could not sleep when he is somewhere else and i am left alone in bed. The setback of not being able to sleep well in the night is that i feel woozy and lightheaded all day.

That’s extremely stressful when i need to go to work the following day.

I know i have been such a brat for the past four months, but that is all i am asking for. Never leave me alone because i feel like an abandoned puppy.  Don’t keep me up in the middle of the night waiting for you to hit the sack because i need to sleep without disturbance.

I guess, pregnancy is not after all the discomfort of the wife, but of the husband.

Perhaps he couldn’t wait until i deliver so that he can already be relieved of the anxiety of living with a crazy wife.  I am not hormonal.  I just want extra attention…. is that too much to ask for?

For now, i will have to deal with this uncomfortable feeling until the day ends and i get to sleep again tonight or maybe i will try to catch up on sleep by midday so i can focus on my tasks for the rest of the day.